Things don’t always go as planned.
I intended to be around more but that obviously didn’t happen.
There is so much going on in my life and the positives outweigh the negatives.
I often wonder will today be the day? The day to start something new.
I’m often finding myself in old times unable to bring light into the present day.
When I try to concentrate on the present day I am often thrusted backwards into my old life. Do I even know what is going on anywhere?
And I am sure there is someone out there or many who don’t agree with me or my actions.
I could go on and on about the limitations brought on by my accident. But can I really complain? Doing things differently allows me to see things differently. Often these can be quite advantageous.
For example I know my speech is not always the greatest so I am finding ways to excel in the background.
Or when my pedal fell off of the trainer while I was riding today; I could have quit but I didn’t.
And of course not everyone likes what I am doing.
However I have to often remind myself that it is my life and I should be the one commanding it
It’s a time for me to be anxious for what is going to happen or what could happen.
Are you letting yourself be anxious? Are you taking a chance when others are telling you no?