I don’t feel like eating tonight

I don’t want to move.

I have nothing to eat in the house.

I don’t feel like going grocery shopping.

I don’t want to deal with the traffic near my house.

The store is minutes away so walking is out of the question.

I’m too worried about the interview today that only lasted 15 minutes.

This is how I am thinking tonight and I am unsure what to think about it. It has been happening more and more often.

I could blame the fact that I worry way too much. I think too much about how the other person thinks. I’m apparently supposed to please everyone.


But by the force of the desire to succeed, I am not supposed to.

I can get to the store tomorrow. I can order something to eat. I have to eat tonight.

After 6 months of submitting resume after resume and only getting 2 interviews that were face to face interviews, I had a phone interview today. It only lasted 15 minutes but I got a reply to the thank you email about 13 minutes after sending it. I am not sure what to think.

I found out the recruiter had worked at Graybar and I think I impressed him when I told him that I am always eager to learn.

There were silences but I’m sure the recruiter didn’t know I was done talking.

And I can’t ‘google how can you tell if you passed a phone interview’ because there is no clear cut answer to this question. I know this because I tried.

I should know in a week or two if I get to come in for a face to face interview I am excited!

Sometimes when you doubt yourself things turn out for the better.  Life is full of unexpecting turns and twists.

Ever heard of a purple squirrel?


Or maybe a green pony?


I have no idea as to what this means or its significance, but it just looked cool and I needed a laugh!

Looking back on today he only didn’t understand me once. I kept my cool as I kept repeating myself until he understood me. If you know me and you know my voice, this is a good thing.

I felt like I failed once again but I really don’t know until I hear back.

Are you failing? What are you doing to change it?

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