This is a question that we all face at some point in our life.
And likewise it can also change in a heartbeat.
Let’s face it, not everyone knows what the heck you are going through
Or how you may fit in.
Trial and error is often commonplace here until you find something.
Now what if you find that something but are still feeling like you don’t belong?
It is during these times that you need to reach deep within and finish strong.
When it is finished I give you permission to deeply think and ponder about it.
Is this where you truly belong? Can you change what other people think of you? Is there ever a happy divide?
I’m hurting today even though I enjoy what I usually do.
There is so much that I have to do differently throughout life and it’s hard to know where the fine line ends and meets.
I’m taking a couple months off of volunteering for TLS Veterans to attend to some personal matters. I truly miss going though.
I like cycling but at the same time I am often up against competition that seems to have an easier time overall. and the people who usually are there don’t think the same way that I think and don’t seem to realize that I have a right to make a choice of what I want to do.
The pandemic isn’t helping, I have those around me that keep telling me to stay home. I am not the type of person to just sit around, I have to be doing. I know that I am immune compromised (I don’t have a spleen) however I know how to be careful and to not take too much of a risk.
I just want to find my place, is that really too much to ask?