It feels like part of your heart is ripped out!

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We may have experienced this at some point in our lives.

We are looking forward to something and all of a sudden it is ripped away from you.

Our minds come up with numerous reasons why.

Did I say something wrong?

Am I being discriminated against?

Do I have what it takes to take control of my life again?

All of these questions and so many more may come up.

But it varies from person to person about what happens next.

I am in the process of trying to take back my life. For nearly 13 years I took the guidance and sometimes controlling actions of others.

I did what they thought was best and for sure they were sometimes right.

But as I try to take back control, it often feels like I am being stopped dead in my tracks.

How does one deal with this?

Can you really have it all in life?

Do you have to work for it?

6 thoughts on “It feels like part of your heart is ripped out!

  1. Yernasia Quorelios January 16, 2020 — 5:24 am

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ◇ I No Longer Have FUCKING FLEAS!!! in My Ear EveryOne whether Family, Friends or Lovers; if how I CHOOSE!!! to Live My 3DLife is a PROBLEM!!! then My Solution is that They Can FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!…now, this may sound Angry, yet I AM Laughing as I Write this Diatribe while ALL of You ARE TUT TUTTING!!! and Immensely Miserable; just like Your Parents and Others 😆😅😄😃😂😁😀😉😊

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

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  2. Taking your life back is tough after following the advice (even we’ll-meaning advice) of others for so long. Much luck and love on your journey to wholeness.

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  3. Reblogged this on Heart Heath (YOURS) and commented:
    You must have a good heart, Mandy
    me on a bicycle with just my asthma makes for a “puffing Billy”, who can’t even blow out a candle, let alone the “big bad wolf”

    Liked by 1 person

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