Where do I go from here?

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There is so much going through my head right now that it is not even funny! I really want it all to disappear and not have anything to do with it.

Freezer went Wednesday. $1300 gone for a new one.

Laptop went Saturday. Thankfully still under warranty!

I went to the dentist last month. My dentist insurance didn’t start until September. They decided I need 4 fillings in August, one is a repair and one was noticed 4 YEARS AGO. Something seems extremely fishy here!

I feel like I’m being bullied by certain people on Facebook.

The company I interviewed with now has to rewrite the job description. Who knows what will happen with that?

So much of me wants to bother Scott at Greenlee and ask him why even though HR was just as confused as me! But I don’t want to start with them.

I really don’t understand why anything happens anymore and it is very frustrating!

No one understands what I go through daily.

I write to share my struggles and inspire others through it! Sorry for my rant.

 

What would you do?

18 thoughts on “Where do I go from here?

  1. I would have simply pray to God about it. Maybe He’s trying to get your attention. Maybe its time for you to surrender it all to Him. Maybe its time for you to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. He loves you very much and desires your life and heart.
    I’ll be praying for you my sister and I hope everything works out in the end! Blessings & peace! 🙂

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      1. I don’t know what that signifies or means but I believe in the true and living God Jesus Christ and I’m not disregarding your beliefs nor you in any way but I know God is real and what He has done for me. I once was lost but now I’m found, was blinded by darkness and lies of this works but now I see! In Him do I live move and have my being! Blessings and peace to you. I’ll keep praying for you.

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  2. Don’t feel like you have to apologise for ranting; sometimes venting and getting it out of your head and onto a piece of paper can help. In this case – your awesome blog. I’m so sorry to hear that you are going through a rough patch at the moment 😦 I’m sure you have people around you that love you, and there are support groups too should you find that they just don’t ‘get you’. Like minded people are the best to surround yourself with if you’re open and willing to it.

    Things will get better but I know that you’ll pull through x

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  3. I hope all will work out for you.

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  4. To my “cyber-friends/pals” around the world….

    Thanks for the follow/link/like/reblog and/or kind thought(s)

    Hi everyone

    I do really appreciate your liking, linking to and/or following this blog (and “writing in”), so “thanks to YOU all for the thanx” (in thought)

    if you want to follow me, go to https://www.facebook.com/craig.lock.31

    and

    https://www.facebook.com/Uplift-Encourage-and-Inspire-479972392393133/

    Though my family and close friends say it would be far more entertaining with a video-camera* in the “real world”, rather than in cyberspace!)
    * By the way, do they still make them in today’s ever-faster changing world..or is it all done with mobile phones?

    (get with the times now,”luddite”* c – it should be a smart phone)

    * or so I was often called by my “my techno-geek” friend, Bill (“the gonk”)

    “total non-techno” c (who doesn’t possess a mobile phone, after a rather eventful’ experience some years back, whilst trying to walk, talk and chew gum at the same time)

    Who says men can’t multi-task!

    Men…Some Mothers Do ‘Ave ‘Em!

    “You will do foolish things, but do them with enthusiasm.”

    – Colette (nice name for a girl, btw)

    Now back to the message I was posting before I got distracted

    enjoy anyway

    “totally impulsive” c
    #

    Hi

    CAN’T KEEP UP…BUT THANKS FOR THE “THANX”

    I’ve had many many hundreds of thousands (even “zillions”) of comments on my various other WordPress blogs at https://craigsblogs.wordpress.com/2011/09/09/craigs-list-of-blogs-updated-sept-2011/
    in recent years …true!). A few of my blogs went “balistically viral” a few years back and I got swamped with comments on my various blogs… so had to close them all off.

    Obsessive or WHAT! Am really pleased you are enjoying my writings, as the reason I write is to share.

    Though I’m rather “driven”, I still get really, really fatigued (there’s a few books there). So sorry can’t reply individually to all you good people scattered around the planet. As mentioned (stop repeating yourself, c – bad writing…otherwise the first signs of approaching senility!), I was unable to keep up with the comments and was spending entire days just on replies on my various blog pages, so had to close them off on all of my blogs, except for one or two of particular interest to me.

    Sorry and hope you can understand.

    * “Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.”

    ~ Franz Kafka

    I do really appreciate your liking, linking to and/or following this blog (and “writing in”), so “thanks for the thanx”

    “As we live and move and have our being, so from this vision, we create heaven in our own lives… and perhaps even heaven on earth.”
    – craig (as inspired by Acts 17:28 and the words of Felicia Searcy)

    “Aim at the earth and you may not get off the ground.a
    “Aim at the stars and you may reach the moon.”
    “Aim at heaven and you’ll have earth thrown in…
    and you may even hit the stars.”
    – craig (as inspired by the famous quote by CS Lewis – 24th May 2012)

    “When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return.”
    – Leonardo da Vinci

    When (or if ever) you arrive in heaven, let faith, hope and love be the wings that carried you there.”

    – as adapted from the inspiring words of Jonathan Edwards, former minister in New England, Massachusetts

    “The Greatest Race: Living by (with) faith, hope and love is the highest podium any person can reach, God’s podium that anyone stand on.”
    – c

    “Having pursued the goals, the dreams set before us and run the race with persistence and endurance, after giving it all. Then one day standing on the summit of life, breathing in the pure sweet oxygen of achievement, totally satisfied in running the greatest race, the race of life one that ANYONE can run and win.”

    from http://racetothechequeredflag.wordpress.com/
    and http://www.godandformula1.wordpress.com

    “If a man is called to be a street-sweeper,
    he should sweep streets even as Michelangelo painted,
    or Beethoven composed music, or
    Shakespeare wrote poetry.
    He should sweep streets so well
    that all the hosts of heaven and earth will pause to say,
    here lived a great street sweeper
    who did his job well.”
    – Dr Martin Luther King, Jr.

    PPS
    Instead of trying to reply to each one of you, I’ll just keep on writing (which I’m often told is what is “safest” for me!)

    “If the doctor told me I had six minutes to live, I’d type a little faster.”

    The various books* that Craig “felt inspired to write” are available at http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B005GGMAW4

    https://www.amazon.com/Craig-Lock/e/B005GGMAW4/ref=pe_584750_33951330_sr_tc_2_0?qid=1476388259&sr=1-2-ent

    http://www.amazon.co.uk/-/e/B005GGMAW4

    http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=la_B005GGMAW4_sr?rh=i%3Abooks&field-author=Craig+Lock

    https://www.createspace.com/pub/simplesitesearch.search.do?sitesearch_query=%22craig+lock%22&sitesearch_type=STORE

    http://www.creativekiwis.com/index.php/books

    and http://goo.gl/vTpjk

    All proceeds go to needy and underprivileged children –
    MINE!

    “When the writer is no more , the value of your purchase will soar! ”

    Don’t worry about the world ending today…
    as it’s already tomorrow in scenic and tranquil ‘little’ New Zealand

    PPS

    “I wish you well on a rainy day
    I wish you rainbows to brighten your day
    To feel your quiet moments with a special kind of warmth
    to remind you that happiness can happen
    when you least expect it.

    I wish you rainbows to make you laugh and smile
    to show you the simple beauty of life
    and to give you the magic of dreams come true.

    I wish you rainbows
    I wish you well.”

    – Larry S. Chengges

    ”Since I can never see your face,
    And never shake you by the hand,
    I send my soul through time and space
    To greet you. You will understand.”

    – James Elroy Flecker (1884-1915

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      1. Pleased you like it, Mandy…, as the reason I write is to share.

        If I can put a smile on someone ones face, then I’m very happy .
        Thanks for the follows/likes, though my family and close friends say it would be far more entertaining with a video-camera* in the “real world”, rather than in cyberspace!). They are very private people, unlike me!

        * By the way, do they still make them in today’s ever-faster changing world..or is it all done with mobile phones?

        (get with the times now,”luddite”* c – it should be a smart phone)

        * or so I was often called by my “my techno-geek” friend, Bill (“the gonk”)

        “total non-techno” c (who doesn’t possess a mobile phone, after a rather eventful’ experience some years back, whilst trying to walk, talk and chew gum at the same time)

        Who says men can’t multi-task!

        Men…Some Mothers Do ‘Ave ‘Em!

        “You will do foolish things, but do them with enthusiasm.”

        – Colette (nice name for a girl, btw)

        All the best with your blog and kind regards,
        Have a great day, Mandy

        “early bird ” (very)* craig
        * my best time…by far

        PPS

        Best wishes from the First City to see the light

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