Where do I go from here?


There is so much going through my head right now that it is not even funny! I really want it all to disappear and not have anything to do with it.

Freezer went Wednesday. $1300 gone for a new one.

Laptop went Saturday. Thankfully still under warranty!

I went to the dentist last month. My dentist insurance didn’t start until September. They decided I need 4 fillings in August, one is a repair and one was noticed 4 YEARS AGO. Something seems extremely fishy here!

I feel like I’m being bullied by certain people on Facebook.

The company I interviewed with now has to rewrite the job description. Who knows what will happen with that?

So much of me wants to bother Scott at Greenlee and ask him why even though HR was just as confused as me! But I don’t want to start with them.

I really don’t understand why anything happens anymore and it is very frustrating!

No one understands what I go through daily.

I write to share my struggles and inspire others through it! Sorry for my rant.


What would you do?

13 thoughts on “Where do I go from here?

  1. I would have simply pray to God about it. Maybe He’s trying to get your attention. Maybe its time for you to surrender it all to Him. Maybe its time for you to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. He loves you very much and desires your life and heart.
    I’ll be praying for you my sister and I hope everything works out in the end! Blessings & peace! πŸ™‚

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      1. I don’t know what that signifies or means but I believe in the true and living God Jesus Christ and I’m not disregarding your beliefs nor you in any way but I know God is real and what He has done for me. I once was lost but now I’m found, was blinded by darkness and lies of this works but now I see! In Him do I live move and have my being! Blessings and peace to you. I’ll keep praying for you.

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  2. Don’t feel like you have to apologise for ranting; sometimes venting and getting it out of your head and onto a piece of paper can help. In this case – your awesome blog. I’m so sorry to hear that you are going through a rough patch at the moment 😦 I’m sure you have people around you that love you, and there are support groups too should you find that they just don’t ‘get you’. Like minded people are the best to surround yourself with if you’re open and willing to it.

    Things will get better but I know that you’ll pull through x

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  3. I hope all will work out for you.

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