Hard to believe!

Miracles can happen I suppose.

As I begin today I think of 13 years ago when my life changed.

Was it for good or was it for bad?

Yes life is much different now but I try to tackle each day as a new adventure.

We may never know when our time is up on earth, but what we do now is how we live today.

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then and now
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then and now

How are you doing today?

6 thoughts on “Hard to believe!

  1. Yernasia Quorelios February 13, 2020 — 8:43 am

    ♡ I AM SomeWhat Disturbed, Distressed and Distorted Amanda, Light of My Yife; a Baby was Dumped in to a Red Ant Nest next to a drain pipe by who knows who as ARE many unwanted Babies are Dumped in all sorts of places…it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that the person who took the picture also took the baby to the relevant people for care; the Psych is incredibly complex yet I FAIL!!! to understand why a MOM!!! would Dump HER!!! Baby and How SHE!!! Lives with Having Dumped HER!!! Baby

    …♡♡♡…

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  2. Yernasia Quorelios February 13, 2020 — 12:20 pm

    ON THE COSMIC JOKE

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ◇ As a Survivor of Multiple Mental Health Issues (MMHI) I AM Perfectly Entitled to Quote from ‘The Terminator’ Movie Franchise; “There is no fate but that which we make.” ~ Sarah Connor played by Linda Hamilton…so We THINK!!! it’s OK to Take Out Our Rage and Misery on Others BLAMING!!! Them for ALL of Our Perceived FAILINGS!!! finding FAULT!!! with Them instead of Celebrating just Being Here; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that when YOU!!! Get The Cosmic Joke YOU!!! Never Ever Complain Again and ARE Content with what YOU!!! Have…now here’s the thing; the moment YOU!!! CHOOSE!!! to Stop Pursuing and Decide to be STILL!!! Things YOU!!! Dreamt of as a Child and a ‘Grown Up’ Deluge YOU!!!…as an ASide “Dreamt” is The Only Word in English that ends with “mt”; bet YOU!!! didn’t KNOW!!! that 🤔 ?

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON LOVE AND HATE; TWO SIDES OF THE SAME COIN

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    Some Questions EveryOne; do YOU!!!:

    ◇ Love Child Abuse 🤔 ? I HATE!!! Child Abuse
    ◇ Love Domestic Violence 🤔 ? I HATE!!! Domestic Violence
    ◇ Love War 🤔 ? I HATE!!! War

    …so if Love is ALL We NEED!!! why ARE Innocent People Being Slaughtered; why ARE We NOT!!! HATING!!! Stuff Enough to Genuinely, Authentically and Honestly Admit, Acknowledge and Address UNKINDNESS!!!, EVIL!!!, CRUELTY!!!, MEANNESS!!!, RAGE!!!, SELFISHNESS!!! and ALL of Those Other HATEFUL!!! Nasties et al 🤔 ?…

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON ‘BE MY VALENTINE’

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ◇ A Reverse Listing of The Importance of Valentines Day:

    ♡ 6. Forgiving Exes and Self for Relationship Breakdowns
    ♡ 5. Commercialised Perception of Desired Partner
    ♡ 4. Commercialised Perception of Annual Romantic Outing with Actual Partner while Spending, Pun Intended, The Rest of The Year Distant from Each Other
    ♡ 3. Spending time with Close Friends having a Good Time
    ♡ 2. Spending time with Family Lovingly
    ♡ 1. Spending time with Self Remembering How To LOVE!!! Self

    …the Whole Point of Valentines Day is LOVE!!! in its Myriad Forms not just a Desperate Plea to Potential Partners; so why not send YOUR!!! Parents, Family, Friends and Others Valentines Cards 🤔 ?

    …♡♡♡…

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON CO-DEPENDENT

    ♡ Co-Dependency is when two or more people rely on Each Other in an UnHealthy Way; conversely Co-Operation is when Independent People Co-Operate with Each Other…for example an Addict and an Over Care Taker ARE a Co-Dependent Couple; whereas an Independent Couple Co-Operate, Resolve Issues and Mutually Accept The Ending of Said Co-Operation as They Move On, in a Healthy Way, to The Next Thing with Warm, Educative Memories…the Co-Dependent Couple or Co-Dependent Group Member Break Up or Break Away from The Group Messily and Miserably; then Take Their Issues in to The Next Relationship whether Coupled Up with SomeOne Else or in a Another Group

    …♡♡♡…

    ON BENEFITS OF SINGLEDOM

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ♡ No Drinks Thrown in My Face or Slapping
    ♡ No Fucking Fleas in My Ear Screaming and Shouting
    ♡ No Telling Me How Useless I AM for Perceived Lack of Money and Laziness

    …get the picture Boys AND Girls 🤔 ? there is NO WAY a Mad Bitch is Mothering any Kids I Sire 🤗 …

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON MISOGYNY

    ♡ So, ALL these Macho Men Puffing Out Their Chests yet Kow Towing to a White Elderly Gentleman, ‘God’, who has a Dusky Wife, Goddess, while Forcing Family and Friends to do The Same then Reserving Their Right to Be Oppressors; 2020 is A Year of Goddess and God Better Pay Close Attention instead of Starting Wars otherwise Goddess WILL!!! Start The War to End ALL Wars, ‘Wonder Woman’ 🤔 ?

    …♡♡♡…

    ON DOING STUFF

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ◇ Ever felt ‘I Have To!!!’ then ‘I Don’t Want To’ as a Kid 🤔 ? I Have, then I Decide to Do or Don’t; if The Latter then ‘Grown Ups’ Administer Severe Assaults, Kicks, Punches, Slaps et al on a Defenceless Child and I Learn how to avoid Being Assaulted

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON THE PURITY OF CHILDLIKE STATES

    ♡ When I Was Born My Body Was In Charge; when I Was conditioned by My Beatings, My Childhood Assault My Mind Took Over Realising how to Avoid The BEATINGS!!! The Assaults…now I Listen to My Body; so when My Mind Starts with Inane Parental Babble My Body Says “Please; SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! We ARE NOT!!! Getting Beaten and Assaulted Any More.”

    …♡♡♡…

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ON USEFUL LINKS TO SETTLE THE MIND

    ♡ Please Research EveryOne; please 🤔 ?

    http://www.ericberne.com
    http://www.theradiantgroup.com.au
    http://www.selfishcapitalist.com

    …please; please…

    …♡♡♡…

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  3. Reblogged this on Living with Head/Brain Injury (TBI) and commented:
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    Mandy, when I tell close friends and “the nurse”) about my daily “adventures”, they say ‘unbelievable – your readers would have absolutely no idea of your chaos and difficulties just managing daily living!”.
    “hang in there”
    c (“mr middle-muddle” – I should write children’s books)

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